Surgery Today

It's just about 4:30 a.m.

I completed my admission papers last night but could not bring myself to stay the night in the hospital. I needed to be home.

I've been up since about 2 a.m. I wasn't panicking, but I was definitely feeling restless. I've tried to mediate and center myself, and I feel a bit calmer ... but I want it all to be over and done with already.

I don't know when I'll be back to blogging, but I'll definitely be online as soon as I can :)